Coffee table book.

So I think for christmas I want to make a coffee table book of all my landscape pictures I've taken. I think it would make a sweet gift for my parents.

This restless heart of mine.

So, I'm not sure where this desire is coming from, but I want more then anything to pack up and travel. I can't explain why, but it seems that my heart is thirsting for adventure. Normally I feel restless about every 6 months, but this thirst cannot be quenched. I'm already planning two major road trips in my head, and I cannot wait. =) There has to so much more to life then the text books I'm staring at, and the useless assignments I'm doing.


Here I go.


=)

A different world.

Welcome back to earth.
I've easily spent the last 48 hours in a completely different world....the word of the Twilight Saga. I sheepishly admit that my original intent was to steer clear of this epic girly saga, but temptation over came me. I was happily surprised by New Moon, predictable yet I was engrossed in the novel and refused to put it down until exhaustion took over me. Needless to say I will be seeing the movie.

As far as an update one life, what can I say. It's beautiful. Satan's throwing punches and God is demonstrates His awesome might every-time satan takes a swing at me. "Out of my distress I called on the LORD; the LORD answered me and set me free. The LORD is on my side; I will not fear. What can man do to me?" Psalms 118:5-6 Some days are harder then others but each new day holds the promise of being better. In regards to my health, I'm glad my nightmare is pretty much over, this month alone I've been to the Emergency room once and from that visit I had 5 different follow up appointments. Ewww. I know. I'm glad to say I only have one more appointment left next week, praise Jesus. As for what's wrong with me, only God knows.

browsing music....

Sometimes a song can communicate your state of existence better then your own inadequate words. What's awesome is when random songs in your iTunes library have been mysteriously renamed. My favorite so far is titled "ex boyfriends are funny" good song. lol.


thank you mysterious person.

revelation.

I've realized more then ever today that when I'm hurt, disappointed, feel betrayed, or let down, I like to push people away. Not in the sense that I'm mean to them, but I seek to be alone. It's rare but there are those few who push back, make me talk, and perhaps give me the best guidance I could ask for. 

Where are those people now?

New Love.

So I'm beyond excited to witness a new relationship forming between one of my most treasured friends and a wonderful gentleman whom I just met. Prayer and thanks to you Lord for them. =]

God. This can't be what you have planned for me.